So Kianna is falling in love, slowly slipping into the abyss. Why do I feel like this? Because to me love is being vulnerable, knowing someone can hurt you with a look, a word, anything they say or do (or don"t do). What is it about me that craves being in control. I guess I feel like control makes me safe. But you cant stay in control of your emotions in life and maintain any type of healthy relationship, especially with a man. Especially this man.... this man is emotional and wants the same from me....
Why am I so afraid to fall in love? And why do they call it falling anyway? Could it be the lack of control, the feeling of being sucked in to something. But I also feel a sense of comfort and safety. It helps that I really like being around him and he makes me laugh. I cant see into the future but for now it seems like this is a good path to be on.
I wonder whats going to happen....
Will keep you updated.
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